It was stupid to be so self-conscious, and I knew that. Besides my dad and mom, did it really matter what people were saying about my engagement? About my new car? About my mysterious acceptance into an Ivy League college? About the shiny black credit card that felt red-hot in my back pocket right now?

''Yeah, who cares what they think,'' I muttered under my breath.

-Stephenie Meyer.

Oh my god. Breaking Dawn Chapter 1.



The cover art is so pretty.

No one has updated their blog yet so now I have nothing to read.








Gahhhhhhhhh.

I lovvvvvvvveeeee Nissy. He's just like a GIRL! So cute.

Anyways, there was Physics remedial today. Draggg dragggggg. However it was worth the trip. My heart palpitated as soon as I saw pen, and in class, despite being late, I just went into the class room without a word. Then I leaned against YanHong and ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh-ed.

Mr Toh: "Hello, you come my class to find a shoulder to cry one ar?"

Okay whatever.

So after that we went to the School Libaray, me, Yanhong and Yunjing, to print the effing GG stuffs.


Spot YanHong.

Oh my goddddddddddd, I love NISSY!

Ya, then I saw pencil. They're soooo hardworking! Lol. Came early just to study? Hmmm.





Damn my mother is so irritating. _l_




Ya, then me and YanHong went to Vivo City to see her stupid Forever 21. Gahhhhh. I was tempted by Long John Sliver, yet again. And shopping with her is just.. plain sickening.

I'm like her boyfriend, what I do is WAIT. And wait and wait and wait and wait and wait and wait and wait and wait. Whoever who becomes my boyfriend will be glad. I don't like shopping. It's plain... stupid.


She takes forever to decide on something. In the end, she didn't buy ANYTHING. Maddening.

Okay, whatever. Vivo was boring. GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.





This is why I even bother.



I luuuuuuuuuuuurve Nissy, Pen and Pencil.

Nissy is my new love.


Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUA ZHI HAO.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUA ZHI HAO.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUA ZHI HAO.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUA ZHI HAO.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUA ZHI HAO.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUA ZHI HAO.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUA ZHI HAO.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUA ZHI HAO.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUA ZHI HAO.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUA ZHI HAO.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUA ZHI HAO.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUA ZHI HAO.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUA ZHI HAO.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUA ZHI HAO.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUA ZHI HAO.

Hello.

I found out that baking or toasting to-be-fried food is a much better way. Taste better too.


Anyways, had the retarded EMaths remedial.

Erm, my brother just showed me RST's corspe so now I feel so... WAHHH. Damn _l_.

Okay I remembered. There was a question, and I did it first. My answer was 20. Then Miss F*ten asked for the answer, everyone else said answers like 100, 1000, 1000000 etc. I was skeptical as everyone's answer was wayyyyyyyy different from mine. Then when she announced the answer..


Damn embarrassing, but so bloody satsifying.


Whatever.

PUT ME INTO DOVEEEEEEE! NO, NOT INTO, BUT BACK TO DOVEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Damn it. I miss Dove so much.


















I wish a giant strawberry would appear. That way, I can feast on it forever and ever.

Oh right, who cares.

Damn, I'm pissing everyone off. It makes me sad too.

By the way, Clarissa, Shimin and Xue Ling killed my RST.



DAMN IT DAMN DAMN DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!


My heart just shattered.

I can't say sorry.


I don't know what to say.

I was going to go to Tampines to eat Long John Sliver AGAIN and to buy more RST, but now.










Okay, no excuses. But to emo-ing.

I will emo myself by doing homework. Hmmmmmmmmmmm.

Because I know that I'll obviously die from the wrath of the top three in Girl Giudes tomorrow when I see them in school for English Camp, I shall blog.

There's really nothing to blog about except telling you how I managed to miss the healthy lifestyle course thing when I woke up at 12.09pm.

Hmmm, let's see, what time was I supposed to be in school? Oh, 9.45am.



You can link it all up, and hopefully all of you can send a petition to Liyana praying that she will still let me be transferred back into Dove. But knowing her, making me stay in Kingfisher will obviously be the punishment and my juniors will be sad and so will I and I'll feel pissed but I can't feel pissed because it's my fault not the stupid alarm clock's fault and also my stupid phone which did not vibrate because I was charging it and it's my fault that my stupid phone died when there's not battery so I have to charge it and so hey it's not my phone's fault either cause I was the one who decided to charge it to revive it and it's also my fault I slept at 4am in the morning to do the stupid project I report which is supposedly due on Monday which had already passed.





Damn it, now I have to beg Liyana for the camp packing list cause I lost it.


Great, so much trouble in Girl Guides, in additional to Project I, and 3 refresher tests. Damn it.




I just realised I finished the report for NOTHING because I didn't go to school todayyyyyyyyyyyyyy. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.



_l_

I was looking through my IPW(last year's) emails and saw this:



Don't ask.

Boing boing booooooooooooing.

I found out I have RST fetish. I shall buy 10 more of it.


By the way, RST stands for Rainbow Spring Thing.


Anyways, went out with Yanhong today to make my IC. Hohohoho. Luckily I bought my ATM card, or else I wouldn't be able to pay.


Then went to Plaza Singapura, and stoned there. -__________________-



Today was boring, and I bankrupted myself.

I bought 2 shirts, 1 pair of shorts, 1 pair of slippers and a book. Plus my retarded LJS meal costing $7.95.

Damn it. I must starve myself to save money now. I will lock my card away. Wahahahaha.

I decided to save $2(together with other savings) everyday till I hit $10, 000.

Cool.


Green is the new black, dammit.

I miss my childhood days.

I need Microsoft words.

I dreamt of going to a Hair Stylist and asking her to dye my hair, blue. She did, along with rebonding and trimming my hair. It cost a grand total of $3000. I took out my wallet, and I saw $5k k.

It was written in there, $5k k.

I gave the women $3k, and spent the rest on a Comic Connections shop. I then cycled with Selene to a nearby NTUC, but it was closed, so we went to the Shop n Save beside it and bought a 1m long towel and a piece of toilet paper. Later we went to watch a movie, with Yan Hong and Tiffany, "LMFAO MT square"(which is actually the movie Kung Fu Panda), but I went off with the tickets. In the end I saw Pen and said Hi to him.

Random blabbing over.





You know how in Japan, they sell takoyaki in 8 in each box, but in SG, they sell it 3 in a box. I wish they would do that in here.

I just found out that, JAP is a rude slang for Japan and it should be JNP instead. Cool





My results are fantastic. I got a A* for all and I've a 100% for maths. I am first in level and I have 6 for my L1R5 and 5 for L1R4. I feel so proud.

Yeah right. I wish I do. I failed 3 subjects, Combined Science, Chinese and Maths, which are D7, E8 and F9 respectively. I have no As and Bs, only Cs. I passed overall only because they rounded it up, and I am 14th in class. 143 for level. I have a 29 for my L1R4 and 37 for L1R5.

Am I proud? Yeah, I'm so proud I could kill myself.

However, Wei Qin failed English and got himself a 13x postion for level. I was like OMFG when YanHong told me.

If I were to state my targets, L1R4 15 and L1R5 18. Top 100 in level and top 10 in class.




Fifi threw my History textbook into the GG room so now I cannot do my History homework.


Miss Ng wants Yanhong to change place with Luke, and I begged her not to, Yanhong bagged too. In the end she said she would move us to Charlotte and KaiPing's place, and ZiXi and Luke would sit at our place, and whenever they talk we would kick their chairs. Also, Miss Ng called me and Yanhong to pin up our messy fringes, but when I did, she called me to put it back down. She said, "I think it's better if you don't pin it up, eh. Go trim it."


I prefer brooms to vaccum cleaners.






PINK AND GREEN DO NOT MATCH.

The stupid Blogger just made a whole post disappear and replaced it with a screenshot of a posting page.


_l_



Damn it.



Nevermind. I'll just try to repeat what I wanted to post.















*goes crazy*

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhh, my results.

My head is itchy.

I am irritated. Even if I scream in your ear I'll still be irritated.











DAMN YOU, TSUNUKU.

I am irritated.

I'm feeling tired, sad, retarded, pissed, stupidbecauseicannotthinkofanygoodvocabularywordstodescribemyfeelings and bored.

Did I mentioned irritated?


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I passed only 4 subjects, despite my nightly long studies etc. I feel like killing myself.



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"Oh wooooooooo, WenXin is feeling suicidal!"


................................


I realised that I do not know how to spell my name correctly. Is it WenXin or Wenxin or Wen Xin? Hmmm, I wonder.


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I bought a Mathematics GUIDE book instead of a Mathematics ASSESSMENT book. Argh.


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These dots are very useful. Hmmm, I wonder who invented them. Dot dot.


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I don't like my strawberries blended with milk.

OMGOMG



YOU MUST LISTEN TO THIS SONG SO EPIC SAKE!

Quinton said, "The World War II was started by Sri Lanka."

Lmfao.





Pretty shit.

Hello all. Thanks for the various greetings. Love you guys.



BUT I HAVE STOMACH FLU, BODOH.

The best present Mrs Chew could give me would be a 10 page long document titled, "FOOD AND NUTRITION MID YEAR EXAMINATION" with a blue cover.

Salamahafifi Y. says:
whos CHEW?
wx! says:
shes CHOO

Ahem. So exams are over, and I finally can go crazy.

I celebrate by drinking Lychee ice blended with green apple jelly. WAHAHA.







By the way, tomorrow's my birthday and I'm going out with a couple of retards. Haha.


Have you ever feel that, just when you found something that is so good, almost perfect for you, and then when you're feeling so happy about it, it suddenly presents you with a flaw that you really want to slap it?

Like Opera LOR, cannot upload picture LOR.





I'm having mixed rice for lunch.



Oh my god, imagine being a FISH BOY.

I forgot to mention that I had my computer back.

My father is so random, saying that studying without proper lighting is bad. Lol.












Happy Mother's Day.

OH MY GOD THE LIGHTNING AND THUNDER!




THEY'RE FREAKISH!

Oh, now it starts to rain at 4.49am.



Holy crap, the weather is scaring me. It rains damn heavily and then it would suddenly get lighter, then boom.

It's 4.40am and the wind is terribly strong. I wonder how Kai Zhi will describe it.


When I say strong, it's like fan power, times 5, large scale, and blowing right smack in your face. It made it difficult for me to even open the door to my room after being slammed closed.

At 4.43am, all seems to be calm.

Back to F&N studies. .______.

EDWARD CULLEN SHARES MY BIRTHDAY!






I'm happy.

Er, I'm watching Power Ranger Mystic Force and it's the most nonsense-st show.

I'M GONNA SWALLOW YOU WHOLE! *bitchy scream*

Nowadays, female villians are either bitchy spiders or slutty snakes. Why?

Anyways, my last paper is on Monday, F&N. Argh, stupid. I want to pass, but I don't see the need to because my teacher is Mrs Choo. Roar.

Ya, and I went to school yesterday for no reason whatsoever, and found out that my English Paper 3 marks were a hefty 14x/175. Cool. Also, the answer for that vocabulary question was fortitude and not fortification.

I had 10/20 for spelling. Praise me.


They were having GG meeting, I didn't felt to be needed there so I went and kill myself by going to the toilet and took a long long way to Ms Ng's office, where I found out my marks. Then, I went to the Girl Guides room where I drew cleavage and hairy hands on the whiteboard with Tiffany and Elizabeth.



Cathy Cinema. I sat at D-12. Omg.



I don't know this nonsense woman and this green man.



Random Screenshot. Isn't she pretty?


It says, "YunHan wants to be here."






I didn't know I was so influential.

Oh my god, Chemistry was easy shit and Maths was not DIFFICULT!

But they were still challenging, la.









I am bored.

Do you know how sometimes you wish you could just tear everything away from the world, so there's nothing left, only you?

Well, I don't understand this at all, lol. Okay, being random. Maybe it's because there's CHEMISTRY AND MATHS TOMORROW!

AHHHHHHHHH!

My brain, is dead. Burnt. Rusted.



I just found out that completing the square is easy.

SS paper, and I haven't studied a hoot.





The SS rep sold her secrets.

Pure Geography paper was, stupid. Argh.

It was supposedily difficult, turned out that it was EASY, if you studied.

I STUDIED BUT, OHMYGODIMBEINGSOIRONICOHMYGOD.

How are oceanic trenches formed? I only know that it's through convergence, but what the hell.

In the end I left a 5 marks and 4 marks question on the stupidgoddamn trenches blank Eh no, at least a sentence each, "They are found at plate boundaries."

And I finished comprehension in 20minutes, while I spent the rest of the time fighting my gastrics. I have great confidence that I'll get a big fat zero. Right.



Supernatural just managed to make a beam of light sucked a human into it, while having a lot of sparkles around it.



As for Paper 1 I managed to like, do 2 compositions. I finished the first one, along with the letter in less than 40 minutes, and I read the stupid "Who I would like to be" compo. I want to save the Earth. Completely wrong, right? Then, I just wrote a new one. Like, how my best friend can swim till he smash his head into the wall in the pool and survive.

WHY ISN'T THERE ANYBODY OUT THERE WHO USED NO.3?! WHY?!

But, I'm happy now. 2 major papers are over already. Now all that's left are the SS, Grammar, Chemistry, Physics, Maths.

Argh.




What the hell, now Supernatural is making their victim dance with an alien.



I'll start showing off now.





I know they're not incredibly nice, but I suddenly realise that I can doodle well when I'm having extreme headaches and bordom.

Swensens with IPW women tomorrow, hahahaha.

I'm going to DIE!!

Pure geog is surely going to be a killer paper, AND I'M NOT PREPARED!!

I'm left with 3 chapters to study. RAWR. Go away, don't bother me.