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PROFILE



Erin. 16.
Feels that the world could be a better place.
Also doesn't mind having a JE paradise.
With strawberries.
And some lime juice would be nice.



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    ESCAPE

    My livejournal
    Might update this. Soon. If I want to.


    SPEAK





    CREDITS

    Designer: sweetcandiiez
    Inspirations: X X
    Cursor: X
    Hosts: X X X
    Words: Arashi - Everything




    Date : 31 October 2008
    Time : 10:28 PM
    Title :


    "Are you happy?"
    "I UMP HAR-PI-SU!"


    Ahhh, how I love Japanese.


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    Date :
    Time : 8:53 PM
    Title :


    Hello. Today's Halloween. I'm supposed to go to Night Safari but we cancelled, what the hell. But nevermind, it's okay. Staying at home's good too.

    I realised that I've been complaining that I have no life, but I didn't really make an effort to change my life. I mean, say I complained:

    My life is so boring because what I do everyday is school, home, computer, sleep.


    Then after all the complaining, I would stare at the screen for while, tell my friends about it, then proceed to completely forgetting what I typed, and continued the stupid routine.

    Then after that I would complain again.

    I guess this is the serious defination of no life.

    I guess I should might as well do a proper blog post. Today was a Friday and I was so lazy to get out of bed and I dragged and dragged and I almost slept in the toilet while bathing and I finally got the Japanese phrase book from Selene and I ate 2 char siew pao-s a.k.a red pork buns and I tried to look for photos of Yamadada and Daiki but failed terribly for some reason because majority of the photos are actually small pixelised icons.

    Tell me if you actualyl bothered reading what I just typed above.

    Okay. To end this post I shall present you with Yamadada and Daiki. Oh my God.

    Now squeal with delight and faint.


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    Date : 30 October 2008
    Time : 9:56 PM
    Title :


    I'm so happy because:


    E for Erin. HOLY GOD THAT SMIRK! KILLS ME.


    And... 2. Ah. Ah. geyaetjhrauj5rysjkhetyhetaujeyruj6e4wyg.

    Oh my God. How much I love Yamadada. If you know me you wouldn't need elaboration.

    Ah. Ah. Ah. I want to marry this person someday.


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    Date :
    Time : 8:38 PM
    Title :


    Hello.

    You know what happened today? I actually had bridging today, so I woke up, sluggish, then suddenly, when I opened my mouth, there wasn't any sound coming out.

    So I took this chance and said told my mom that there's no school/I am sick and I slept in till 11am.

    When I woke up again, my voice was back. Oh.

    I'm studying/learning Japanese these few days. Oh gosh, I can't believe I'm only starting now. So, I'm sort of entertained. It's actually quite fun, but I really can't understand these... strokes.

    They're so weird.

    Anyway, here's a pretty picture of pretty Jin to make you people happy.


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    Date : 29 October 2008
    Time : 9:34 PM
    Title :


    Hello.

    You know, awhile ago I was complaining about not having a camera?

    Well, I decided to use my webcam. Gahh, though the limited distance was quite a chore. Anyway,(gahh, pictures are blur)


    I bought this 3R photos of the HSJ yesterday. I can't believe I didn't notice Yamadada's picture which was right in front of me. But there was a distraction, Kame, was just there. There.

    I swooped in and bought them.

    I still can't believe YunJing said that Koike Teppei looks like Joel. Come on.

    How does THIS look anything like Joel? Huh. Even if the picture is different, it really doesn't look like him.


    Anyways, I'm so happy that I can say good night to my beloved Yamadada and Daiki now.  Gosh, I'm so happy. I almost forgot that I need to tell Zhihao what to buy for me when he goes to Japan!


    Inoo is hot here so I thought I'll show you guys.

    Japan, my destiny, my life. But then again, Singapore is such a safe country, and being realistic, the only time I'll be able to go to Japan will be when I get married/earn millions and by then Yamadada or Daiki may get married/get into thousands of tabloid headlines so my hopes will be dashed and then there'll really be no point in persuing my dreams.

    Besides, I'll be married.

    Ahh, I'm... bored. I need someone go jogging with, someone to shop with, someone to play with...

    Lol, by the way, Spongebob Squarepants's Barnicle Boy is trying to use his super vision but it couldn't reach the thing he was trying to see.

    'Diary of a Wimpy Kid' rocks. Hey Jeff Kinney, be my friend.

    Ohhhhhhhhhh, I'm so going to get Diary of a 'Wimpy Kid Do-It-Yourself' book.


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    Date : 28 October 2008
    Time : 2:07 AM
    Title :


    Holy crap.


    You cannot argue with me that this is the second hottest guy to ever walk the planet. You really can't. You'll lose. Because I have evidence, more.

    See.



    Oh, and if you're wonder who's first, take a look.

    Of course it's Yamadada. Who else. Damn his maniac look.


    Fangirling has changed me. I'm a happy woman now.


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    Date : 26 October 2008
    Time : 10:54 PM
    Title :


    Oh, and also, the making of made me a very happy woman today, so I thought I would exercise for 2 hours today.

    Oh, AuditionSea! Gotta go install it. Bye.


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    Date :
    Time : 10:52 PM
    Title :


    Oh shit, I forgot. By the way, I cut my hair. And my fringe is ugly.


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    Date :
    Time : 10:42 PM
    Title :


    You know, I kind of miss blogging with a proper camera. The only reason my blogging sucks nowadays is because I have no pictures.

    That's why, I'm thinking of getting a camera.

    And a laptop.

    And, at the same time, I think I'll get a new CPU, with higher RAM and graphic card.

    Also, why not HSJ's new single, along with Arashi's and NewS's? Should I get KAT-TUN's too? Kame and Jin are pretty hot.

    Oh, and a ticket to Japan, along with a chance to meet up with Yamadada and Daiki would be fine too. Maybe karaoke with them too? Then we could eat takoyaki together and take some pictures and exchange numbers and maybe they'll persuade me to stay and I'll say yes and I'll live with Yamadada or Daiki's house for a moment before I find my own place and I'll work at either JE or H!P but JE allows only guys and H!P is so screwed up so maybe I'll go to AVEX but it's so elite. Ahh, maybe I'll just get a normal job. Maybe I could be like Shokotan and be some famous blogger.

    Ah, not. My reader rate is low.

    Or maybe I could sell takoyaki at the streets. Yeah. Cool.

    Oh, the download for AuditionSea has finished.

    Oh my God, Yamadada is so hot. And Daiki is so cute. "Is this a maze?!"

    Back to me blogging with a proper pictures. Hmmmmm. So a digital camera, or DSLR? Hmmm. It's difficult to choose. I have 10 bucks in my bear bank now, and another 5 in my wallet, so that makes 15 bucks.

    Maybe if I struck 4D or something. Maybe.

    Oh sorry. I fell asleep.


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    Date :
    Time : 10:32 PM
    Title :


    Man, the whole post disappeared.

    :(
    :(


    I'm sad.


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    Date :
    Time : 12:24 AM
    Title :


    HELLO! DREAM TIME!

    I was celebrating with HSJ people in some karaoke place; it was Yamadada's birthday. Then suddenly Yuto asked me for my birthday then I said it then they were like ehhhhhhh?!?!? It's 4 days away. Then I was all don't-care and then I went home(I live alone, wow.) Then for 4 days I went to work normally(work, lol.). Then on my birthday I got sick(encore) and then suddenly there was a door bell sound and I went to open the door and bam, HSJ members. We celebrated my birthday with this chocolate puffs and my illness mysteriously disappeared and then we went swimming.

    Hmm.


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    Date : 24 October 2008
    Time : 12:56 AM
    Title : Salamahafifi


    Oh, and Happy Birthday to Fifi. You'll always be a great friend to me. I was surprised to be able to take your obsession with pink and David Archuleta with poor grace. And because you didn't give me one, I wouldn't give you a present too. AHAHAHAHAH.

    Okay, I'm kind of joking. Not.

    Gahhh, wholesome cheesiness. But nevertheless, I'm glad that I met you. Plarhf to you too.

    GO FREAKING ADD YOURSELF ALREADY.


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    Date :
    Time : 12:48 AM
    Title : Fangirling.


    This video just seriously made me a very happy woman.

    All 90 seconds of this video. Was. OH MY GOD.

    Daiki and Chinen and Yamadada are so cute. Nakajima is slowly dying in my heart because he is having a clash with puberty, but it'll get better.

    Takaki. :D

    And better,

    Ryosuke soup. Awwwwwwwwwwwwwww. I want to hug Yamadada so much. Daiki too, but Yamadada more.

    I'm sorry. I couldn't help myself. I wish I have some other places to express my fangirlism but I have no fellow fans, no Johnny's blog..

    Oh. A Johnny's blog.

    :D


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    Date : 23 October 2008
    Time : 8:23 PM
    Title :


    You know, I bought a Japanese phrase book and whatever I read, I forget them after 5 seconds. My father said he needed it because we might be going to Japan, but now that I think about it, most probably not.

    I am too... foolish. Gahhh.

    Anyways, today was the last day of school, technically, but I still have bridging. I have no idea why I need to go for ALL Sciences. I should get a B4 for Physics, so why am I going to that? Gahhhhhgrrr.

    OMFG, I discovered this 2 days ago and I'm still going crazy over it.

    Behold, Yamada and Arioka!!!


    Muahahahhaha. (I've been practicing my evil laughter these few days)


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    Date : 22 October 2008
    Time : 4:13 PM
    Title :


    I REMEMBERED THE DREAMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!1

    I was with Arioka and Yamada, and then suddenly, we were cornered by Odagiri Ryu, Yabuki Hayato, Takeda Keita and Tsuchiya Hikaru(Gokusen period). They said hi, and we said hi. Then we went to karaoke. We sang HS7's "Hey! 'happy-wee-the-world-is-wonderful' Say!" and Yamada did his totally hot head side-to-side thing with his popping. I went "sa-wooooon" went I saw it and I half way fainted and the guys were attempting to do CPR on me and so I woke up on a whim. I poked Takeda's hair and said he was cute and he did my hair just like his; with loads of hair pins. Then Tsuchiya lent me his fan and Arioka, Odagiri and Yabuki were doing the monkey dance; aw so cute. Then we all suddenly became pop stars and sang Gokusen 2nd theme song. The fans went crazy. Then I turned to Arioka and Yamada, and I was suddenly very drunken and I told them that the 'cherry' thing they did is gay and they went 'whaaaaaaaaaaaat?!' but suddenly they were all serenading to me, SJ style, and I forgave them.

    Smile. Just smile. Smile, and sleep. Have more dreams like these.

    Forget about stupid results. Forget. Forget them. Fooooooooooooorget.

    Ok bb i wan 2 go n slp.


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    Date :
    Time : 2:26 AM
    Title :


    Good Morning to you good people. I just woke up and there is nothing to do and I can't sleep.

    HEY FEIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII. No, Herfei.

    Ms Ng: Any of you believe in magic?
    Kai Zhi: *raises hand*
    YunJing: I used to believe in it.
    Me: Haha. Naive people.
    Ms Ng: *sniggers*


    Ms Ng's sniggering was really cool.

    Anyway, Gokusen is such a lovely series, but so predictable. I can't believe that I actually knew the drama for 2 years but didn't watch it because I thought it was stupid looking and that I watched it now on a whim.

    Oh my god, Yamada and Arioka are so hot. Even in my dreams.

    Dreams. Aw damn, I forgot the dream I had. It was nice, I knew it. I woke up smiling.

    Kai Zhi playing 'stress' is the most violent thing I've seen.

    Plarrrrrrrrrrhf


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    Date : 20 October 2008
    Time : 9:30 PM
    Title :


    Okay to make it up to you guys, I'll tell you a dream I had.

    I was at the park. It was snowing, and the snow was pretty so I poked the hugggggge pieces of snow drifting down. When I touched them they bursted into fire. Then suddenly, everything was burning and I heard screaming. I squeezed my eyes shut, preparing for the fire to swallow me, but suddenly, I felt someone holding my waist from behind and a voice was saying,"Aww crap.". I turned and saw Yamada with Arioka, holding microphones, and all wearing those goddamn sexy red leather jackets with black and red checkered pants and I was blushing like crazy until I realised that we were on a stage and I was holding a microphone dressed in similar clothings and the screamings were from fangirls and boys(I have fans!). I suddenly acknowledged my job as a japanese pop star and started singing with Yamada and Arioka, flirting like crazy and then suddenly going in to kiss them both on both their cheeks in front of the crowd(who went mad)and then a huuuuuuuge birthday cake with tons of strawberries appeared. We were celebrating me and Yamada's birthdays!(We both love strawberries:D). We laughed and celebrated with the rest of the HSJ gang and Yossie and NewS gang and Pen and Pencil(the crowd had mysteriously disappeared) and Pen and Pencil both proposed to me but Yamada and Arioka were against the proposal and I was confused.

    Then I woke up. Nice dream.

    Why the hell is the word verification thing still there? I asked the blogged people to remove it at least thrice already. Idiots.


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    Date :
    Time : 9:29 PM
    Title :


    I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.

    HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.

    Plarhf.

    HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHA.


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    Date : 17 October 2008
    Time : 1:23 AM
    Title :


    OH MY GOD WHY DID I NOT GO OUT TODAY WHEN THE REWARDS WERE SO GOOOOOD??!?!?!

    I KNEW IT! I KNEW THEY WERE GOING TO BE THERE! SO WHYYYYYYY!!!!
    AND TWENTY BUCKS!!!!! TWENTY!! NOT TEN, BUT TWENTY!!!!

    WHAT HELD ME BACK???? LAZINESS.

    LAZINESS VS PSQUARE. I CAN'T BELIEVE LAZINESS WON.

    OMG WHY AM I BLOGGING IN CAPS/???


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    Date : 16 October 2008
    Time : 8:07 PM
    Title :


    Just to remind you guys, I still love pen and pencil the most so there.

    I just need a distraction.


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    Date :
    Time : 7:38 PM
    Title :


    I can't believe Ryosuke and Daiki made me love Bubblegum pop, with all the "HAHAHA LIFE IS SO WONDERFUL WOW RAINBOWS NEVER GIVE UP" lyrics.

    Oh my God. Oh my God.

    I'm so blissed now.

    Awwwwwwwwwwwww, Ryosuke and Daiki are so cute. And Massu, Tegoshi, Nakajima, Yamapi, Kato, Ikuta... and lots more.

    Yay I organised my Pictures folder into neat sub folders. Wow.


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    Date : 15 October 2008
    Time : 9:09 PM
    Title : Hate rant.


    Omg I'm so fucking angry right now I wish I could twist her bones and head and limbs of her body and continously stab the pieces and I would laugh while doing that.Then I would scratch her bloody fucking face with a stupid carving knife and cut of tongue and while doing all this I would make sure there is something to keep her concious all times and muahahhahahahha.

    Nbcb motherfucker. Omg I hokkien-ed.

    I bet she's laughing right now, bitch. Go fuck yourself. ARGGHHHH

    EWRW#^%$&U%EU^%U%*&*I%WWY$%WY$UY$^W&Y$R%%


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    Date : 13 October 2008
    Time : 8:46 PM
    Title :


    HELLLLLOZXCZ!

    I... don't know what to blog about.

    Do you want more fangirling?

    :D

    :D

    :D


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    Date : 12 October 2008
    Time : 4:58 PM
    Title :


    I'm sorry for my fangirling. Gees. You don't know how bored I was. I was glad I had something to do besides staring at the screen when I was using the computer. Mannnnnnnnnnnnnn, Ryosuke is hot.

    Okay. I apologised. I can't believed I said Ryosuke could beat Taemin. But if it was a battle of looks, Ryosuke would burn Taemin with his smirk and Taemin would be fucked senseless. But then again, Taemin could do the slidy walk and reveal his white and shiny teeth and Ryosuke would just whooosh and boom, kena owned.

    Muahahhahaha.

    Damn whatever.


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    Date :
    Time : 4:42 PM
    Title : Fangirling 4


    HAHAHHAHAHAHA.

    Ikuta Toma ideal dream date is to drive at night to a hill top with his girlfriend, and watch a city view from there. He did that once with Yamashita Tomohisa when they were rejected, but it felt awkward because all of the people who were there were couples, so they pointed an infrared laser pointer to some couples and disturbed their dates. Toma apologized in a show later.

    WHO THE HELL WOULD REJECT YAMAPI AND TOMA????

    I MEAN, LOOK!


    LOOK!

    And, lol.

    Ikuta Toma and Oguri Shun had to kiss 12 times for the drama, Hanazakari no Kimitachi e. Oguri Shun said that Toma's lips were very soft and it was actually the first time he encountered such lips.

    If you're wondering why two hunks would kiss, it's because in the drama, it was supposed to be an accident.


    :D

    ok bb i wan 2 watch my honey n clover now..................


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    Date :
    Time : 3:50 AM
    Title : Fangirling 3.


    OH MY GOD RYOSUKE'S SHADOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111ONE

    "Shadow".


    OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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    Date :
    Time : 3:46 AM
    Title : Fangirling 2.


    I realised that I love Taemin best when he's dancing.


    I literally died when I saw him ripped his shirt. Oh my fucking god.


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    Date :
    Time : 2:47 AM
    Title : Fangirling 1.


    OH MY GOD.


    YAMADA RYOSUKE.


    IS THE.


    SEXIEST FIFTEEN-YEAR OLD.

    Ever. Shit, I ran out of pictures.

    BUT DUDE!!!! LOOK AT THAT SMIRK!!!!! LOOK AT IT!!!!! LOOOOOOOOK!!!! TELL ME YOU'RE GOING CRAZY!!!! MAN!!!! LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111one.

    Oh my god.
    Oh my god.
    Oh my god.
    I doubt Edward's crooked smile is as good as Ryousuke's.

    You know, the first time I saw him was on this retarded detective drama with gore that I don't understand he acted in when he was twelve and I thought he was hot but now that he's fifteen and 4 days older than me, I am all. WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW!!!!!!!!

    Oh my god.

    LOOK AT THE SMIRKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!

    MAN! He owns TaeMin handsdown. Did I just say that?

    I'll forgive Taemin if he does the slidy walk to me. Aww.

    *dies*


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    Date : 11 October 2008
    Time : 8:47 AM
    Title :


    Hello.

    Summary first. Hakim got locked out of his own room so he had to break the door. I said the door was made of magic wood and we started talking about woodcutters and rabbits and then the tree and rabbits became the Allied powers because they are allies and the wood cutter with his axe became the 'axeis' power. There there was the MMMC(the most magical of all magic cacti), who sent his snakes to attack the woodcutter, who forced an anchluss between the blade and himself, but fell because the snakes sent sand flying into his eyes and he went blind.



    HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.


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    Date : 10 October 2008
    Time : 6:04 PM
    Title :


    Another dream. An old one now, 3 days ago.

    I dreamt about me waking up in the morning. I went to the TV and watched an episode of TWILIGHT, and Seth and I were the main stars in that particular episode and when I opened my front door to collect the newspaper there were a horde of paparazzi outside and I slammed it shut and I saw Seth on the sofa, having already taken it from me, reading the newspaper. I kissed him on the forehead and went to the kitchen to make a cup of campbell soup. After that I went to sleep. I woke up again and bathe. 

    Then I woke up. For real.



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    Date :
    Time : 5:57 PM
    Title :


    Hello. 

    I forgot to tell you guys about the dream I had. It was pretty normal. 

    I was on a vacation with my family to Japan. For a month. And Pen and Pencil were there too, for one month. We stayed in the same hotel but our rooms were 5 rooms apart. We saw each other and did our homework together in the hotel restuarant. And then, we finished all our homework and went out to shop. I bought ice cream and Pen and Pencil spoke in japanese to shop owners. They were talking gibberish to me so I didn't pay any attention. Then they bought crepe and I bought a bunch of strawberries. Then we watched fireworks with a ferris wheel in the background and I told them I wanted to ride it but they said it was late so we went back to the hotel. On the way we saw David Archuleta, Noodles and 2D of Gorillaz on some kind of group date and I realised I'm sort of in one too. We said hi to them and went back to our respective room and I went to sleep.

    And then I woke up.



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    Date :
    Time : 5:50 PM
    Title :


    OH MY GOD.



    OH MY GOD. There's subs, so watch it. And.

    OH MY GOD! If Taemin does that slidy walk to me I'll probably faint on the spot. AND AND, AND JOHNHYKU OH MY GOD!
    OH MY GOD OH MY GOD.

    Pen and Pencil are hot too though.


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    Date :
    Time : 3:36 PM
    Title :



    Hello, and I am really bored. Pen and Pencil are so cute oh my god and the hot plate tenpayaki thing was really ewwwwwwwwwww and I'm so bloody full.

    Neh neh. 



    Blah.


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    Date : 09 October 2008
    Time : 5:09 PM
    Title :


    Aw crap. Man.





    I

    HAVE

    NOTHING

    TO

    DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.



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    Date : 08 October 2008
    Time : 9:43 PM
    Title :


    I'll update about today when Yun Jing does with her photos.

    Muahahahha.

    Anyway, I have this sudden urge to do a college when I was looking at pictures of The Veronicas.


    Nice song.

    Okay, back to drama-ing.

    I love yamapi.


    ZOMGWTFBBQ, love shot.


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    Date : 03 October 2008
    Time : 4:19 PM
    Title :


    Oh my God, I think 2D from Gorillaz is hot.


    Oh my God.


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    Date :
    Time : 4:14 PM
    Title :


    Oh man.

    Lady Gaga totally rocked live. I just wish she'll wear proper clothes. Hmm.

    'Nyways, no school today. No A Maths or Biology for me. Thank God.

    KaiZhi: Haha, I can wake up late on Friday.
    Me: Haha, I can not wake up at all on Friday.


    Kaizhi is so.. Lol.

    Okay whatever.

    MAN I LOVE KATEE SHEAN AND JOSHUA ALLEN AND AND FANNY PAK BUT I HATE THE PRODUCERS OF AMERICAN'S BEST DANCE CREW!!!!!1111one.

    :l


    :)

    I'm so bored because my Sims 2 died on me and I'm having my period and I have nothing to do and I suddenly missed my old MP3 which I won.


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