I have no modem now and that time is currently 2.30am. I'm feeling isomonic and I can't sleep. How the hell do you spell 'isomonic'. Whatever.

Anyway, I'm blogging in WordPad now. WordPad rocks. Come to think of it I haven't been working on my story much. I still stuck at the second part of the birthday, the present selection, chapter two, the offer scene... Right.

I was really, really, really, really sad just now. I found out I just gained 1 kg and I'm feeling so $#%^#&*&$@&$^*$^^ now and I wish I could kill myself and drown myself in my horrendous amount of fats in my body. I'm craving for an apple now, but I must. Resist. Must. RESIST. APPPPLE.

Fuji Apple. So juicy. So sweet. So red. So........ sweet. Oh, did I just said sweet?

Anyway, I downloaded the live performance for MnSB to my handphone so I could watch Yamadada do his awesome head bobbing and chest pumping and Daiki's terrific floor sliding whenever I want to but the fangirl screamings are really, really irritating.

I gained weight. :(

I'm jumping ropes a lot these few days. And yesterday, there was Guides, but I was locked at home because I couldn't find my keys. I was only released when my Grandfather came for some reason after shopping.

I gained weight.........................

I really have no inspiration whatsoever for my story. Do you want to hear the current plot? The girl's birthday is actually only 4 days away from the guy's birthday but she got sick and everyone wants to throw her a party for being such a perfect friend. On the day of the guy's birthday she got delirious and started acting crazy and fell asleep on the spot so the guy and this other guy bought her home. So now, I'm stuck at whether she should wake up seeing the boys, or wake up seeing the dad. Boys in the afternoon, dad in the morning.

What. Don't look at me like that. This is my wonderful plot, you know. I wish such things could happen to me, with loads of handsome boys as my friends. Hmm, well. Maybe not, too much pressure on self-esstem, but still!

Okay, I admit. The story is somewhat based on HSJ, but that's only because I'm lazy to name the boys okay!

I'm so wanting an apple.

I gained weight.

Weight. Fat. Argh.

Story story time. Bye. Btw, Kame, Yamdada, Daiki, Shige and Shoon are so hot. *Swooooons.*

EDIT: I JUST SAW THIS PICTURE OF DAIKI BITING INTO THIS APPLE AND OH MY GOD IT'S SO CUTE AND APPLE!!!! Apple...